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Keep Hope Alive

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Dear...you know who you are by ilovekakashi28, literature

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Dear...you know who you are

You were controlling me even before I knew you existed. And when I finally think I've surpassed you, you come back and remind me that I'm still your slave. You've been my worst enemy and ironically enough I've relied on you for support in other things too… I hate to admit it but for a long time I needed you as much as you need me. In a way I asked for you… I wanted to feel something, and escape an even worse demon. That's when you came and filled the void. But I was a child then and when I came to realize that I no longer wanted you it was too late. You had all the power. Now what am I supposed to do? After years and year

I'll get there someday... by ilovekakashi28, literature

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I'll get there someday...

My anger is always with me though I'm usually good at hiding it Today not only is my anger present but its seeking you out, snapping at you for no apparent reason You ask me why, I tell you it's just my mood… Secretly we both know it has you in its sights because you wronged me, and part of me can never forget it Through my veil of rage I know its all in the past, I should let it go…at one point I thought I had But still my anger finds you and lets you know that it won't forgive, can't forget and hasn't let go Holding onto this hurts me more than it hurts you Freedom from the burden of hating you is something I've longed fo

Paranoia... by ilovekakashi28, literature

Start Believing... by ilovekakashi28, literature

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Start Believing...

That you're a good person That you deserve better That you're beautiful That people care about what happens to you That the world is a better place because you're here That you can get better That trust isn't always a bad thing That love doesn't mean pain That acceptance starts with loving yourself That what tear's you down can at least make you wiser That you can make a difference That there is hope

Not long enough... by ilovekakashi28, literature

I didn't chose this... by ilovekakashi28, literature

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I didn't chose this...

Not sure what I'm doing Keeping this mask up is proving harder than I thought It is wrong that I'm lying to everyone? Or is the real crime that I'm lying to myself? Is my calm demeanor going to be the death of me? Not expressing, never speaking up...nobody knows. Nobody worries, not because they don't care but because they don't know… They don't know just how different from them I am. They have no idea that I already am everything they've always feared I would be. They don't know because I don't tell them. I know I'm running out of the energy needed to keep up the charade… I wonder if they'll still say they love me wh

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It's Time! by Mental-IllnessClub, journal

It's Time!

Aug 5, 2012

Time for "Keep Hope Alive" Week! This page will replace the groups usual main page for the duration of "Keep Hope Alive". “Keep Hope Alive” is an event week that goes from August 5th- August 11th that focuses on positivity, support and awareness all related to mental health but, in which we also aim to include as much of the DA community as possible in order to try to increase other people's understanding of mental illness. So the activities; including the contest, daily prompts, prizes, random draw everything including regular submissions will be open to everyone(not just members). I think its nice to hav

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Keep Hope Alive: More Than Just An Object by Mental-IllnessClub, journal

Keep Hope Alive: More Than Just An Object

Aug 5, 2012

As I was told by one of my ex’s “Your story sounds like one of those two-part Law and Order: SVU episodes”. And although I’m unable to joke about it, I can fortunately stop crying every night. I was born to a military family with a father who was (and still is) always deployed and a mother who, at the time, I believed did not want me around. She always worked, and never spent any time with me, and as an only child that made me go outside to find friends. I hung out with neighborhood children, as we played made up games. Usually they were older children, and as a five year old I didn’t understand whenever my mo

Keep Hope Alive 2012!! by Mental-IllnessClub, journal

Keep Hope Alive 2012!!

Jul 28, 2012

Once again its that time of year again!!! I recently wrote a blog here at the group about how I've been less active on DA in the last 10 months, but even so we are still going forward with "Keep Hope Alive". Just to recap for new members or for people who have never heard of "Keep Hope Alive" this year will be the third year we put on this event. And its a positivity/hope focused week! It takes place from August 5th- August 11th And will involve a contest with prizes, daily prompts, a random draw at the end for prompt participants and more!! August 5th also happens to be the groups anniversary/birthday and so its the perfect way to kick

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Stigma and Myth by ilovekakashi28, visual art

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Jan 27, 1988
Canada
Deviant for 16 years
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I love the DA community and being a part of groups and getting to know others is the best part for me. I'm the founder of Mental-IllnessClub..a group I founded to support other people who suffer from mental illness and to help eradicate the stigma associated with having one.

Current Residence: Canada
Skin of choice: My own???
Favourite cartoon character: Kakashi,Sakura, L, Sanzo,Naruto,Yuki......... etc..........

Favourite Movies

Kung Fu Hustle, But I'm a Cheerleader,Breakfast at Tiffany's Etc.......

Favourite Gaming Platform

Wii and Gameboy Advance SP

Other Interests

Anime, Literature, Harry Potter, Art , and a bunch of other stuff!

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ilovekakashi28

Aug 6, 2012

Keep Hope Alive!!

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My group : #Mental-IllnessClub (https://www.deviantart.com/mental-illnessclub) is once again hosting our annual "Keep Hope Alive" event! The contest, daily prompts etc...is open to everyone not just members so please check it out if you get the chance. Its always a wonderful opportunity to share with others about the struggles and triumphs of those who suffer with a mental disorder(s). :heart: For more information please go here: :thumb319147473:  or visit the group. :aww: And I also update my own story and that can be found here: :thumb319249174:

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ilovekakashi28

Jan 21, 2012

An Update of sorts...I know its been a while

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I know I haven't been nearly as active on DA as I used to be and was for so long but thats largely in part because of how busy I've become in my regular life. :heart: Busy in a good way though. I hope everyones been doing well and I will be updating how things are going in my life at my group: #Mental-IllnessClub (https://www.deviantart.com/mental-illnessclub) soon because there are some things I want to share with my members. :aww:  But for now I also wanted to update my page since I have gotten a few comments from people on my activity levels on DA(lack of as of late) but the group has been kept updated, I've just neglected my page, messages and notes...  which come to think of it i

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ilovekakashi28

Oct 10, 2011

Happy Thanksgiving!

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We already had our big thanksgiving dinner this weekend, but since today is actual thanksgiving day I figured I'd send a journal shout out! :heart: I hope everyone's had a great long weekend. :hug:  There are so many things I'm thankful for this year, and thinking about them makes me much more appreciative of the things I have. :D And  if you're not  celebrating thanksgiving today, I hope you  had a great weekend!  :love: And just for fun here's a small Thanksgiving feature: :thumb204225082:   :thumb141881435: :thumb181830471:    :thumb70419115: